{"id":1191,"date":"2021-06-02T01:26:25","date_gmt":"2021-06-01T13:26:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1191"},"modified":"2021-06-02T01:26:25","modified_gmt":"2021-06-01T13:26:25","slug":"trust-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1191","title":{"rendered":"Trust me&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>My trust has been broken so so many times<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/b7225cde17f61db772963c60e23b3136.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1192\" width=\"164\" height=\"199\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/b7225cde17f61db772963c60e23b3136.jpg 657w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/b7225cde17f61db772963c60e23b3136-248x300.jpg 248w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 164px) 85vw, 164px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Trust me<br>I\u2019m your Daddy<br>I won\u2019t hurt you<br>Bullshit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trust me<br>The landrover&#8217;s not gonna go over the bank<br>We&#8217;ll be fine<br>Bullshit<br><br>Trust me<br>I&#8217;m just gonna go to town today<br>I\u2019ll see you tomorrow when you come out with the kids<br>Bullshit\u00a0<br><br>Trust me<br>I&#8217;m your friend<br>I&#8217;ll have your back<br>Bullshit<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trust me&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trust me&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trust me&#8230;<br><br>When I hear those words&#8230;<br>My stomach churns\u00a0<br>I\u2019m feeling sick<br>My heads pounding<br>I\u2019m crying inside<br>I\u2019m breathing deep<br>Trying to contain my fears<br>My whole body is fighting<br>Trying to release my fears<br><br>Trust me&#8230;<br>It\u2019s not that I don\u2019t trust you<br>It\u2019s that <br>I can no longer trust myself <br>to trust <br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/My-Post-2-1024x990.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1194\" width=\"512\" height=\"495\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/My-Post-2-1024x990.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/My-Post-2-300x290.jpg 300w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/My-Post-2-768x743.jpg 768w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/My-Post-2-1536x1485.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/My-Post-2-2048x1980.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/My-Post-2-1200x1160.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 512px) 85vw, 512px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My trust has been broken so so many times Trust meI\u2019m your DaddyI won\u2019t hurt youBullshit Trust meThe landrover&#8217;s not gonna go over the bankWe&#8217;ll be fineBullshit Trust meI&#8217;m just gonna go to town todayI\u2019ll see you tomorrow when you come out with the kidsBullshit\u00a0 Trust meI&#8217;m your friendI&#8217;ll have your backBullshit Trust me&#8230; Trust &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1191\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Trust me&#8230;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[93,79,89,19,69,20,47,94,4,90,67,17,91,49,92,80,68,70,95,1,18],"tags":[96,98,97],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1191"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1191"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1197,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1191\/revisions\/1197"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}