{"id":1249,"date":"2021-09-18T16:46:31","date_gmt":"2021-09-18T04:46:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1249"},"modified":"2021-09-18T16:55:50","modified_gmt":"2021-09-18T04:55:50","slug":"loneliness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1249","title":{"rendered":"Loneliness"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>No matter your age or abilities or situation <br>Loneliness is <br>it just is<br><br>It ebbs and flows<br>you can be the happiest busiest person<br>and still be lonely<br>feel lonesome<br>feel so alone in the midst of a busy room<br>be alone in a crowd<br>feel empty<br><br>Loneliness <br>is an emptiness<br>it is tears escaping for no apparent reason<br>it is a void<br>a blackness<br>abandonment<br><br>Loneliness can begin<br>through no fault of your own<br>from grief<br>loss<br>estrangement<br>abuse<br>physical proximity<br>social isolation<br>emotional isolation<br>feeling different<br>feeling unacceptable<br>feeling misunderstood<br>removing yourself in your head because it hurts<br>removing yourself before it hurts again<br>self protection<br>not allowing anyone in<br>building barriers<br>closing people out<br><br>Loneliness<br>can be just there but you don&#8217;t know<br>until you do<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/IMG_8478-683x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1250\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/IMG_8478-683x1024.jpeg 683w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/IMG_8478-200x300.jpeg 200w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/IMG_8478-768x1151.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/IMG_8478-1025x1536.jpeg 1025w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/IMG_8478-1200x1799.jpeg 1200w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/IMG_8478.jpeg 1350w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>No matter your age or abilities or situation Loneliness is it just is It ebbs and flowsyou can be the happiest busiest personand still be lonelyfeel lonesomefeel so alone in the midst of a busy roombe alone in a crowdfeel empty Loneliness is an emptinessit is tears escaping for no apparent reasonit is a voida &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1249\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Loneliness&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11,41,79,19,20,47,99,90,67,17,91,49,48,80,68,70,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1249"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1249"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1249\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1256,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1249\/revisions\/1256"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1249"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1249"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1249"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}