{"id":1286,"date":"2022-05-17T10:52:33","date_gmt":"2022-05-16T22:52:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1286"},"modified":"2022-05-17T11:07:29","modified_gmt":"2022-05-16T23:07:29","slug":"my-bitch-melancholia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1286","title":{"rendered":"My bitch Melancholia"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"350\" height=\"683\" src=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3ce95d2d95c814698e8f468b645b4d83.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1287 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3ce95d2d95c814698e8f468b645b4d83.jpg 350w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/3ce95d2d95c814698e8f468b645b4d83-154x300.jpg 154w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 350px) 85vw, 350px\" \/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Depression is a bitch<br>It attacks seemingly from nowhere<br>And yet<br>Like a black dog it stalks constantly<br>Stealthily waiting for the right moment<br>To pounce<br>To lay me low<br>Then it holds me down<br>It&#8217;s weight is scary and yet somewhat comforting<br>It protects me from more hurt<br>Snarls at perceived threats<br>Keeps the monsters at bay<br>Appearing to keep me safe<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">And yet<br>It is the monster<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/dan-reynolds-depression-quote-2-1024x697.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1288\" width=\"435\" height=\"295\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/dan-reynolds-depression-quote-2-1024x697.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/dan-reynolds-depression-quote-2-300x204.jpg 300w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/dan-reynolds-depression-quote-2-768x523.jpg 768w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/dan-reynolds-depression-quote-2-1200x817.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/dan-reynolds-depression-quote-2.jpg 1530w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 435px) 85vw, 435px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Depression is a bitchIt attacks seemingly from nowhereAnd yetLike a black dog it stalks constantlyStealthily waiting for the right momentTo pounceTo lay me lowThen it holds me downIt&#8217;s weight is scary and yet somewhat comfortingIt protects me from more hurtSnarls at perceived threatsKeeps the monsters at bayAppearing to keep me safe And yetIt is the &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1286\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;My bitch Melancholia&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[100,19,20,90,67,17,91,92,80,1,18],"tags":[102,101,103],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1286"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1286"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1286\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1290,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1286\/revisions\/1290"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1286"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1286"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1286"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}