{"id":1458,"date":"2024-07-21T22:13:25","date_gmt":"2024-07-21T10:13:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1458"},"modified":"2024-07-24T04:52:42","modified_gmt":"2024-07-23T16:52:42","slug":"how-do-you-say-goodbye","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=1458","title":{"rendered":"How do you say goodbye"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

How do you say goodbye?

it’s the hardest thing
.
.
.
grief


at first it
slams
engulfs
drowns
How can we possibly survive our loss
total and utter impossibility
shock overwhelms us
gut punched
bewilderment
convulsive sobbing
brokenness
blankness
.
.
.
grief
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As moments
become days
become months

the sadness & sobbing
reduce to
tears
melancholy
questions
anger
more sadness
blankness
depression
fatigue
.
.
.
grief
<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and with the years come
resignation
flashbacks
sleeplessness
nostalgic longing
embodied sadness
emotional numbness
rememberings
wistful memories
.
.
.
grief


Our journey unfolds
personal processing
no right
no wrong
grief grips our future
it is always there
we blank it out
we mind block the triggers
we hold in tears
we nurse the pieces
of our broken heart
until our inward flowing tears
glue the parts together
there will always be cracks
it will never be whole ever again
But those cracks
remind us every day
of the intense beauty
of loving
of being loved

How do we say goodbye?
Do we ever really….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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