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I have experienced\u00a0a LOT of internal confusion and debate over the past 3 years & nine months as to how my future is going to pan out.
\nI know firsthand that life is incredibly\u00a0tenuous.
\nFor a long time I have felt uneasy and\u00a0scared as to what my future might\u00a0be like.<\/p>\n
But I have finally reached a\u00a0place.
\nTurned a new page.
\nA blank, clean page.
\nI have a freshly sharpened pencil.
\nI am about to begin writing a new chapter.<\/p>\n
It is actually rather exciting to be embarking on a different\u00a0journey. I now have the beginnings of new dreams and new ideas and new hopes……… I have experienced\u00a0a LOT of internal confusion and debate over the past 3 years & nine months as to how my future is going to pan out. I know firsthand that life is incredibly\u00a0tenuous. For a long time I have felt uneasy and\u00a0scared as to what my future might\u00a0be like. But I have finally reached … Continue reading “Knowing I Will Be OK”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[19,20,47,4,21,17,16,44,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/440"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=440"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/440\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":447,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/440\/revisions\/447"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=440"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=440"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=440"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nIt has taken me a long while to bury the hopes and dreams from my past life.
\nI have had to work through the grief of the loss of all of those.
\nIt has not been easy but it has been a journey of healing and learning and discovery.<\/a><\/p>\n
\nLife is awesome and it is going to be even more awesome.
\nI am happy.
\nThe darkness has lifted.
\nA new day is dawning.
\nI have absolutely no idea where it is going to take me but actually I don\u2019t really care.
\nI just know
\nI. Will. Be. Okay.![\"img_0272\"](\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/IMG_0272-1024x664.jpg\")
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