{"id":555,"date":"2016-11-11T09:29:02","date_gmt":"2016-11-11T09:29:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=555"},"modified":"2016-11-11T09:37:26","modified_gmt":"2016-11-11T09:37:26","slug":"farewelling-the-master","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=555","title":{"rendered":"Farewelling the Master"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What words do you use to describe the loss of one who has had so much influence in your life.<br \/>\nOne who\u2019s words speak into the depths of your soul.<br \/>\nOne who moved you\u00a0so powerfully through all of your decades.<br \/>\nOne who\u2019s words and music soothed and loved you during the hardest time of your life.<\/p>\n<p>I cut my teen teeth on this album.<br \/>\nWho doesn\u2019t know \u2018<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=6o6zMPLcXZ8\" target=\"_blank\">Suzanne<\/a>\u2019 and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=oTenx7RBQZs\" target=\"_blank\">So long, Marianne<\/a>\u2019?<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-558\" src=\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/SongsOfLeonardCohen.jpeg\" alt=\"songsofleonardcohen\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/SongsOfLeonardCohen.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/SongsOfLeonardCohen-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>In latter years Leonard came to New Zealand three times.<br \/>\nI so wanted to go to that first concert in Wellington, but it was on my birthday\u00a0in mid January\u00a0&#8211; \u00a0at a time of the year I thought\u00a0I couldn\u2019t possibly get away from the farm due to the tourist season etc.<br \/>\nSadly I never even tried to make it work.<br \/>\nThat became\u00a0my biggest regret.<\/p>\n<p>When <a href=\"https:\/\/rabbitsnest.wordpress.com\/2010\/11\/03\/what-a-wonderful-day-and-night\/\" target=\"_blank\">he returned in November 2010<\/a> I was absolutely determined I was going.<br \/>\nI travelled to Christchurch and had my socks completely blown off!<br \/>\nHe was so much more than I had ever dreamed of.<br \/>\nThe only sad thing was that I was there on my own and had no one to share the absolute delight with.<\/p>\n<p>Then, he became far far more intensely involved with my life.<br \/>\nI have always loved words.<br \/>\nAs a writer words touch &amp; feed my heart and soul, the\u00a0ebb &amp; flow of them between myself and other writers is what makes me tick.<\/p>\n<p>When Tim was killed Leonard bathed my soul with all his songs.<br \/>\nHe\u00a0embraced my hurting heart with these two specifically &#8230;.<br \/>\n<strong>&#8216;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=b-bJPmasXKs\" target=\"_blank\">Hey, That&#8217;s No Way To Say Goodbye<\/a>&#8216;\u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>but now it&#8217;s come to distances and both of us must try,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>your eyes are soft with sorrow,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Hey, that&#8217;s no way to say goodbye.\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I&#8217;m not looking for another as I wander in my time,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>you know my love goes with you as your love stays with me,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>it&#8217;s just the way it changes, like the shoreline and the sea,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>but let&#8217;s not talk of love or chains and things we can&#8217;t untie,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>your eyes are soft with sorrow,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Hey, that&#8217;s no way to say goodbye.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>but let&#8217;s not talk of love or chains and things we can&#8217;t untie,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>your eyes are soft with sorrow,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Hey, that&#8217;s no way to say goodbye.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=xXnoMAmx5e8\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>&#8216;Ain\u2019t No Cure For Love&#8217;<\/strong><\/a><br \/>\n<em>I loved you for a long, long time\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I know this love is real\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>It don&#8217;t matter how it all went wrong\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>That don&#8217;t change the way I feel\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>And I can&#8217;t believe that time&#8217;s\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Gonna heal this wound I&#8217;m speaking of\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure for love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I&#8217;m aching for you baby\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I can&#8217;t pretend I&#8217;m not\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I need to see you naked\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>In your body and your thought\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I&#8217;ve got you like a habit\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>And I&#8217;ll never get enough\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure for love\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>There ain&#8217;t no cure for love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure for love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>All the rocket ships are climbing through the sky\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>The holy books are open wide\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>The doctors working day and night\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>But they&#8217;ll never ever find that cure for love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no drink no drug\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>(Ah tell them, angels)\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There&#8217;s nothing pure enough to be a cure for love\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I see you in the subway and I see you on the bus\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I see you lying down with me, I see you waking up\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I see your hand, I see your hair\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Your bracelets and your brush\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>And I call to you, I call to you\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>But I don&#8217;t call soft enough\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure for love\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I walked into this empty church I had no place else to go\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>When the sweetest voice I ever heard, whispered to my soul\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I don&#8217;t need to be forgiven for loving you so much\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>It&#8217;s written in the scriptures\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>It&#8217;s written there in blood\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>I even heard the angels declare it from above\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure for love\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>There ain&#8217;t no cure for love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>There ain&#8217;t no cure for love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>All the rocket ships are climbing through the sky\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>The holy books are open wide\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>The doctors working day and night\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>But they&#8217;ll never ever find that cure,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>That cure for love<\/em><\/p>\n<p>And of course the\u00a0absolute ultimate song which we played at Tim\u2019s funeral.<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=NGorjBVag0I\" target=\"_blank\">&#8216;Dance me to the End of Love&#8217;<\/a><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me through the panic &#8217;til I&#8217;m gathered safely in\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Show me slowly what I only know the limits of\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>We&#8217;re both of us beneath our love, we&#8217;re both of us above\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Dance me to the children who are asking to be born\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me through the panic till I&#8217;m gathered safely in\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dance me to the end of love<br \/>\n<\/em><br \/>\nChristian came down and spent his time creating\u00a0a slideshow for me.<br \/>\nI was so busy getting the funeral organised that I never had time to see what he was doing.<br \/>\nThen the night before I finally caught my breath and asked him if I could watch it.<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=zmKoRYrjx80&amp;feature=youtu.be\" target=\"_blank\">It was so beautiful, but the pain hit me so hard I crumbled and cried and cried and cried.<\/a><br \/>\nIt was such a blessing.<br \/>\nIf I hadn&#8217;t seen it then I would have totally lost it at the church and not have had the strength to speak.<br \/>\nI am forever grateful to Christian for making this video.<br \/>\nIt is a real treasure for us.<\/p>\n<p>When Leonard\u00a0returned for a third\u00a0time in Dec 2014 I was there with bells on!<br \/>\nThis time <a href=\"https:\/\/rabbitsnest.wordpress.com\/2013\/12\/14\/saturday-14th-december\/\" target=\"_blank\">I went with friends.<br \/>\n<\/a>The best way to see a show is with friends to enjoy it with.<br \/>\nAnd this show was THE absolute best.<br \/>\nHe was 80 years old and like a good wine he certainly aged well.<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-557\" src=\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/rs-168075-180643643.jpg\" alt=\"rs-168075-180643643\" width=\"1200\" height=\"630\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/rs-168075-180643643.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/rs-168075-180643643-300x158.jpg 300w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/rs-168075-180643643-768x403.jpg 768w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/rs-168075-180643643-1024x538.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 1362px) 62vw, 840px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>As a poet, a wordsmith, a singer, a man.<br \/>\nYou had such presence.<br \/>\nLeonard, you will always have my respect and a part of my heart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What words do you use to 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