{"id":589,"date":"2016-12-05T11:37:56","date_gmt":"2016-12-05T11:37:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=589"},"modified":"2016-12-05T11:39:55","modified_gmt":"2016-12-05T11:39:55","slug":"she-began-to-bloom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=589","title":{"rendered":"She began to bloom&#8230;&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-595\" src=\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/img_2452-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"img_2452\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/img_2452-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/img_2452-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/img_2452.jpg 575w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-590\" src=\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/IMG_1950.jpg\" alt=\"img_1950\" width=\"576\" height=\"768\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/IMG_1950.jpg 576w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/IMG_1950-225x300.jpg 225w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 576px) 85vw, 576px\" \/><br \/>\nI have made a choice.<br \/>\nIt has changed my life.<br \/>\nI cannot martyr myself to grief.<br \/>\nTim would not want that.<br \/>\nI do not want that.<br \/>\nThe kids do not want that.<br \/>\nToday I choose.<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-594\" src=\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/13528851_635950419887879_5279567494135889641_n-300x288.jpg\" alt=\"13528851_635950419887879_5279567494135889641_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"288\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/13528851_635950419887879_5279567494135889641_n-300x288.jpg 300w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/13528851_635950419887879_5279567494135889641_n-768x738.jpg 768w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/13528851_635950419887879_5279567494135889641_n.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have made a choice. It has changed my life. I cannot martyr myself to grief. Tim would not want that. I do not want that. The kids do not want that. Today I choose.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[19,47,4,21,28,17,1,18],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/589"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=589"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/589\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":596,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/589\/revisions\/596"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=589"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=589"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=589"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}