{"id":600,"date":"2016-12-05T12:22:19","date_gmt":"2016-12-05T12:22:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=600"},"modified":"2016-12-05T12:22:46","modified_gmt":"2016-12-05T12:22:46","slug":"letting-go","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=600","title":{"rendered":"Letting go"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When Tim was killed writing was my catharsis.<br \/>\nA lot of it was buried for no ones eyes bar mine.<br \/>\nMost of the \u00a0posts were written during 2013 when my grief was in its raw numbest state.<br \/>\nI shared some, but others were just too hard and too personal.<br \/>\nI had forgotten them, on rediscovery they are showing\u00a0me how far I have journeyed.<br \/>\nI think that I am now strong enough to share.<br \/>\nStrong enough to let go<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-601\" src=\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/10933fe16ae4300807bfdd3ac4e9a32f.jpeg\" alt=\"10933fe16ae4300807bfdd3ac4e9a32f\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/10933fe16ae4300807bfdd3ac4e9a32f.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/10933fe16ae4300807bfdd3ac4e9a32f-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When Tim was killed writing was my catharsis. A lot of it was buried for no ones eyes bar mine. Most of the \u00a0posts were written during 2013 when my grief was in its raw numbest state. I shared some, but others were just too hard and too personal. I had forgotten them, on rediscovery &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/?p=600\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Letting go&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/600"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=600"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/600\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":602,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/600\/revisions\/602"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=600"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=600"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=600"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}