\nI know what happened…
\n…physically
\nthat I will never ever forget
\nI have learnt\u00a0how it has damaged\u00a0me
\n…emotionally
\n…mentally
\nthat I am recovering and healing from
\n
![\"\"](\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/Fucking-Warrior-300x293.jpg\")
<\/p>\nI’ve been exploring my wild self.
\nLearning about me
\nMy inner innate self
\nPeeling back layers of societal constraint
\nPushing myself out of my comfort zone
\nQuestioning
\nall my pre-learned norms<\/p>\n
Discovering that\u00a0being a\u00a0wild woman has nothing to do with
\ndoing wild things
\nor stomping on male egos<\/p>\n
It is about\u00a0embracing your true natural self.
\nFor one
\nthat may be\u00a0loud and out there – whirling through life in dervish excitement
\nfor another
\nthat is could be silent\u00a0and contemplative
\nand everything in between
\nand maybe even at the same time<\/p>\n
It is the woman who wants to break free from all the strings society has placed on her\u00a0to find herself in the heart of love and compassion<\/p>\n
A few days ago\u00a0I experienced a sudden awakening
\nI know what happened…
\n…physically
\nthat I will never ever forget
\nI have learnt\u00a0how it has damaged\u00a0me
\n…emotionally
\n…mentally
\nthat I am recovering and healing from
\n<\/p>\n
But the light went on with a suddenness that\u00a0kicked me in the gut
\nit was like a lightening bolt hit me
\nI saw with incredible clarity
\nAs a child
\nI was completely Mind Fucked
\nMy God!
\nIt wasn\u2019t my fault.
\nI knew it wasn\u2019t my fault
\nI know it wasn\u2019t my fault
\nBut
\nNow
\nI
\nKnow
\nNone
\nOf
\nIt
\nWas
\nMy
\nFault!
\nThe release of shame
\nand guilt
\nand the burden
\nwith that understanding
\nhas been immense
\n![\"\"](\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/Unfuck-yourself-300x300.jpg\")
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I have been entrenching myself\u00a0in this song I can’t recall last time I opened my eyes to see the world as beautiful Let love conquer your mind I stand behind the wall of people and thoughts, mind controlling I can’t recall last time I opened my eyes to see the world as beautiful Let love conquer your mind Underneath darkened sky Let love conquer your mind I’ve been exploring my wild self. Learning about me My inner innate self Peeling back layers of societal constraint Pushing myself out of my comfort zone Questioning all my pre-learned norms Discovering that\u00a0being a\u00a0wild woman has nothing to do with doing wild things or stomping on male egos It is about\u00a0embracing your true natural self. … Continue reading “Becoming Woman – A Wild Warrior Woman”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[40,19,20,47,4,21,57,58,28,17,49,44,18],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/624"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=624"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/624\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":632,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/624\/revisions\/632"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=624"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=624"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=624"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nSoaking in the words
\nWhirling to the music
\nUnfucking myself
\nClaiming my Warrior Woman
\nAnd allowing this brave heart of mine to shine
\n
\n\u201cWarrior\u201d – Aurora
\n<\/a>I fall asleep in my own tears
\nI cry for the the world, for everyone
\nAnd I built a boat to float in
\nI’m floating away<\/p>\n
\nAnd I built a cage to hide in
\nI’m hiding, I’m trying to battle the night…<\/p>\n
\nWarrior, warrior
\nJust reach out for the light
\nWarrior, warrior
\nI am a-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
\nWarrior, warrior
\nI am a-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
\nWarrior, warrior of love…<\/p>\n
\nAnd I hold a sword to guide me
\nI’m fighting my way…<\/p>\n
\nAnd I built a cage to hide in
\nI’m hiding, I’m trying to battle the night…<\/p>\n
\nWarrior, warrior
\nJust reach out for the light
\nWarrior, warrior
\nI am a-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
\nWarrior, warrior
\nI am a-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
\nWarrior, warrior of love!<\/p>\n
\nThere’s a light kept alive<\/p>\n
\nWarrior, warrior
\nJust reach out for the light
\nWarrior, warrior
\nI am a-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
\nWarrior, warrior
\nI am a-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
\nWarrior, warrior of love…
\nWarrior of love!
\nWarrior of love!<\/p>\n![\"\"](\"http:\/\/mybigballofstring.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/You-go-through-the-wars-1024x963.jpg\")
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